Knowingly Doing Something Wrong
To do something that is not allowed in secret, a failure to observe standards or show due honesty or modesty; improper language, behavior, or character.
With me, the Base Hospital Medical Personnel and Base Mental Health were always trying to say that I engaged in consensual gay sex. They were even being vulgar, calling me “Faggot,” “Homo,” “HomoSexual,” etcetera. Well, none of this hurt me personally, I've never been Gay. This meant that my body mostly had to heal on it's own, that I had to seek medical help on my own privately as any real medical care was never going to be offered.